30th Nov 1992
100% PLASTIC
Great at Bitching and Ditching
Sweeter than sugar!! (;
I'm v dissapointed with myself. I'm losing all my confidence. I don't feel stronger than yesterday or the day before. In fact i was down all day. I've the urge to give up on everything. Everything which i thought that will be mine one day. But in the state of confusion, i gather all my strength and buck up. Giving up means failed. It also means defeated. I can't give up half way. I've to bear with the situation. It's just the beginning month of the year. I'm sure i can do well. Maybe it's just a sign showing that i will do better in future. Maybe it's showing that i've to hang on there and defeat those who already infront of me. Maybe .....